THANKS YOU, minminfor the cute chip.. haha loving it.. muaCks..
haha.. i hope i can get through this.. i really hope later i can successfully persuade him.. haha.. i not sure if im really scare cause of not having the confidence to have it changed or cause of XXX XXX.. anyways, talking to him real soon..
thanks william for accompanying me to go through this.. haha thanks for the advices listening ear you and lan mei gave.. haha
in times of trouble, you can really see someone's character.. therefore, once bitten, twice shy.. i hope that it really not your fault.. but i will find out real soon..
FARZANAH RAZACK!!! stand for what you believe and preserve till the end!!! jIAy0
Monday, July 31, 2006
s0mething t0 shaRe..
Around the corner I have a friend,
In this great city that has no end,
Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,
And before I know it, a year is gone.
And I never see my old friends face,
For life is a swift and terrible race,
He knows I like him just as well,
As in the days when I rang his bell.
And he rang mine if,
we were younger then,
And now we are busy, tired men.
Tired of playing a foolish game,
Tired of trying to make a name.
"Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim"
"Just to show that I'm thinking of him."
But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
And distance between us grows and grows.
Around the corner! yet miles away,
"Here's a telegram sir" "Jim died today."
And that's what we get and deserve in the end.
Around the corner, a vanished friend.
Remember to always say what you mean.
If you love or like someone, tell them.
Don't be afraid to express yourself.
Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you.
Because when you decide that it
is the right time it might be too late.
Seize the day.
Never have regrets.
And most importantly,
stay close to your friends and family,
for they have helped make you
the person that you are today.
No man is worth your tears and the only one who is, will never make you cry. If you love someone, put their name in a circle, instead of a heart, because hearts can break, but circles go on forever.
Everyone hears what you say.
Friends listen to what you say.
Best friends listen to what you don't say.
If all my friends were to jump off a bridge,
I wouldn't jump with them,
I'd be at the bottom to catch them.
"Don't frown, because you never know who's falling in love with your smile!""
If you judge people, you have no time to love them"
"Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a harder battle."
It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone- but it takes a lifetime to forget someone."
"Enthusiasm is contagious. You could start an epidemic!"
Some say love,
it is a river That drowns the tender reed
Some say love,
it is a razor That leaves your soul to bleed
Some say love,
it is a hunger An endless aching need I say love,
it is a flower And you its only seed
It's the soul afraid of dreaming,
That never learns to dance And the soul afraid of waking,
That never takes the chance
It's the one, who won't be taken
Who cannot seem to give And the soul afraid of dying,
That never learns to live
When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long
When you feel that love is only For the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the sun's love In the spring becomes the rose..
Around the corner I have a friend,
In this great city that has no end,
Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,
And before I know it, a year is gone.
And I never see my old friends face,
For life is a swift and terrible race,
He knows I like him just as well,
As in the days when I rang his bell.
And he rang mine if,
we were younger then,
And now we are busy, tired men.
Tired of playing a foolish game,
Tired of trying to make a name.
"Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim"
"Just to show that I'm thinking of him."
But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
And distance between us grows and grows.
Around the corner! yet miles away,
"Here's a telegram sir" "Jim died today."
And that's what we get and deserve in the end.
Around the corner, a vanished friend.
Remember to always say what you mean.
If you love or like someone, tell them.
Don't be afraid to express yourself.
Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you.
Because when you decide that it
is the right time it might be too late.
Seize the day.
Never have regrets.
And most importantly,
stay close to your friends and family,
for they have helped make you
the person that you are today.
No man is worth your tears and the only one who is, will never make you cry. If you love someone, put their name in a circle, instead of a heart, because hearts can break, but circles go on forever.
Everyone hears what you say.
Friends listen to what you say.
Best friends listen to what you don't say.
If all my friends were to jump off a bridge,
I wouldn't jump with them,
I'd be at the bottom to catch them.
"Don't frown, because you never know who's falling in love with your smile!""
If you judge people, you have no time to love them"
"Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a harder battle."
It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone- but it takes a lifetime to forget someone."
"Enthusiasm is contagious. You could start an epidemic!"
Some say love,
it is a river That drowns the tender reed
Some say love,
it is a razor That leaves your soul to bleed
Some say love,
it is a hunger An endless aching need I say love,
it is a flower And you its only seed
It's the soul afraid of dreaming,
That never learns to dance And the soul afraid of waking,
That never takes the chance
It's the one, who won't be taken
Who cannot seem to give And the soul afraid of dying,
That never learns to live
When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long
When you feel that love is only For the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the sun's love In the spring becomes the rose..
Sunday, July 30, 2006
lots to mention..
haha.. hi folks.. its me again.. firstly, thanks to kit for introducting this song and helping me add this wonderful song, 'My Valentine' by Martina McBride.. haha.. perhaps is the lyics that made me fall in love with this song as soon as i had heard it..
haha.. i will try my best to speak lesser.. cause its quite immpossible for me not to talk.. haha.. cause im farzanah razack.. haha down with BAD FLU.. making me felt as if my nose is falling off.. haha.. don't know when will recover.. hopefully as soon as possible..
haha.. friday (28 July 06), went to macpherson ITE for selection.. felt quite useless.. cant even codinate a team properly.. hope to be able to persuade people to join.. went to home to change before heading off to work.. enjoyed my job as a food runner.. haha simply loving it that day was a SUPER busy day.. kana slam aka busy.. haha but i love it.. haha had my dinner at 10pm.. haha after work 3.30am, went to watch Dragon Tiger Gate at 3.50 at Cinileisure with lan mei and kit.. initally wanted to watch at THE CATHAY cause heard that its 24 hours but sad to say its closed by the time we reach there.. then we walked to cinileisure to try our luck.. and we were lucky enough to get seats.. haha.. the show was qutie funny and nice.. haha thanks, derrick for sending me to the cathay.. if not i have to pay for cab fare.. haha watched till 5plus then accompany kit go eat mac breakfast..
haha then lan mei and kit accompany me go home to bath before lan mei and i head off to republic poly for briefing for the BEST competition.. haha i thought i wont fall asleep during the talk but after a while i actually dozed off for a while.. haha had a hand-on session.. it was great and fun.. after dismissal went to compass point with lan mei, shimin, baoyan for lunch.. haha went to arcade for a while.. first time go in.. haha then went home for a short nag before working at 9.30pm.. haha feeling restless but when got chance to grab a short nag, cant sleep.. haiz.. that's the reason why i becoming more and more like a panda.. haha
This few day, he got ask me out but rejected him cause of meeting someone le or working.. haha is it that im already letting go or i just letting him have a taste of his own medicine??? or letting him know that not 100% he ask me out, i sure free??? haha feeling quite sian about relationships.. haha all i ask for is just a simple happiness and not a happening relationship.. haha enough of relationship for the time being.. haha
tuesday, going to renew my PR.. haha 1 aug 06 have a few events.. haha got accounting CA.. don't even know how to do.. this time sure die.. haiz.. anyways, struggling not to let go and continue to preserve to the end.. haha..
haha.. i will try my best to speak lesser.. cause its quite immpossible for me not to talk.. haha.. cause im farzanah razack.. haha down with BAD FLU.. making me felt as if my nose is falling off.. haha.. don't know when will recover.. hopefully as soon as possible..
haha.. friday (28 July 06), went to macpherson ITE for selection.. felt quite useless.. cant even codinate a team properly.. hope to be able to persuade people to join.. went to home to change before heading off to work.. enjoyed my job as a food runner.. haha simply loving it that day was a SUPER busy day.. kana slam aka busy.. haha but i love it.. haha had my dinner at 10pm.. haha after work 3.30am, went to watch Dragon Tiger Gate at 3.50 at Cinileisure with lan mei and kit.. initally wanted to watch at THE CATHAY cause heard that its 24 hours but sad to say its closed by the time we reach there.. then we walked to cinileisure to try our luck.. and we were lucky enough to get seats.. haha.. the show was qutie funny and nice.. haha thanks, derrick for sending me to the cathay.. if not i have to pay for cab fare.. haha watched till 5plus then accompany kit go eat mac breakfast..
haha then lan mei and kit accompany me go home to bath before lan mei and i head off to republic poly for briefing for the BEST competition.. haha i thought i wont fall asleep during the talk but after a while i actually dozed off for a while.. haha had a hand-on session.. it was great and fun.. after dismissal went to compass point with lan mei, shimin, baoyan for lunch.. haha went to arcade for a while.. first time go in.. haha then went home for a short nag before working at 9.30pm.. haha feeling restless but when got chance to grab a short nag, cant sleep.. haiz.. that's the reason why i becoming more and more like a panda.. haha
This few day, he got ask me out but rejected him cause of meeting someone le or working.. haha is it that im already letting go or i just letting him have a taste of his own medicine??? or letting him know that not 100% he ask me out, i sure free??? haha feeling quite sian about relationships.. haha all i ask for is just a simple happiness and not a happening relationship.. haha enough of relationship for the time being.. haha
tuesday, going to renew my PR.. haha 1 aug 06 have a few events.. haha got accounting CA.. don't even know how to do.. this time sure die.. haiz.. anyways, struggling not to let go and continue to preserve to the end.. haha..
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
life is contridicing...
sorry folks.. i know its kinda boring about my blog cause i have been taking ages to update my life... haha.. actually afew days ago, finished typing my blog.. also upload a picture... but when i wanted to log out, i forgot to published the created post therefore everything gone.. well, its ok.. i will try my best to remember what i wanted to write that day.. was sick for the past two days.. made me look like a monkey cause VERY ITCHY!!! plus bad flu and cough.. haha luckily never lost my voice if not, i have to hire my three nice and sweet receptionist.. haha but now already feeling better... THANKS ALOT for all who have smsed me wishing me well.. love you guys..
well.. the past few days was good and not brooding.. still thinking if he is really "my special someone"??? the thought of his hand on her waist was just too hard to erase.. although when i was looking and feeling alright because i had to feign ignorance about the whole thing for the many reasons running in my head when im out with you but deep down in my heart after meeting you, the feeling still wasn't that good cause im constantly thinking what you might be doing when the images kept flashing in my brain.. i know i am nobody to you neither i have the right to demand a explanation cause i might not even have a small portion of your heart.. although you said that you are sure that you have feelings for me but that doesn't seemed so.. but let me voice out, there is nothing called RESERVED in love.. you might think that i will faithfully and patiently wait for you to ask for my hand for as far as im concerned that i loved you, but you are wrong cause im on the verge of letting go.. cause the sense of uncertaintity is getting stronger.. i know and i have agreed with the phrase of not neccessary that "action speaks louder than words" but because we doesn't have any diffculties, i don't understand why it seemed that i cant feel any actions from you although sometimes there might be words.. i dont know if i really wanted revenge or it just another excuse for me to wait for you to change from your 'age-flirt' or 'natural flirt'..
haha.. its been a long time since i ate my favourite MOS BURGER and i ate it on sunday.. haha.. serve me right for havong a cough now.. because i cant resist any food temptations.. haha life is contrdicting.. when i got the chance to use the computer the words to pen down my thought simply just vanished and when i cant use the computer, there's alot to of words flowing in my head.. that's all folks.. got to go le.. hope to update my blog as soon as possible..
well.. the past few days was good and not brooding.. still thinking if he is really "my special someone"??? the thought of his hand on her waist was just too hard to erase.. although when i was looking and feeling alright because i had to feign ignorance about the whole thing for the many reasons running in my head when im out with you but deep down in my heart after meeting you, the feeling still wasn't that good cause im constantly thinking what you might be doing when the images kept flashing in my brain.. i know i am nobody to you neither i have the right to demand a explanation cause i might not even have a small portion of your heart.. although you said that you are sure that you have feelings for me but that doesn't seemed so.. but let me voice out, there is nothing called RESERVED in love.. you might think that i will faithfully and patiently wait for you to ask for my hand for as far as im concerned that i loved you, but you are wrong cause im on the verge of letting go.. cause the sense of uncertaintity is getting stronger.. i know and i have agreed with the phrase of not neccessary that "action speaks louder than words" but because we doesn't have any diffculties, i don't understand why it seemed that i cant feel any actions from you although sometimes there might be words.. i dont know if i really wanted revenge or it just another excuse for me to wait for you to change from your 'age-flirt' or 'natural flirt'..
haha.. its been a long time since i ate my favourite MOS BURGER and i ate it on sunday.. haha.. serve me right for havong a cough now.. because i cant resist any food temptations.. haha life is contrdicting.. when i got the chance to use the computer the words to pen down my thought simply just vanished and when i cant use the computer, there's alot to of words flowing in my head.. that's all folks.. got to go le.. hope to update my blog as soon as possible..
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
hahaahahahahahaha
only afew days have passed but it seems that qutie a number of things happend... im thankful for 13 July 2006... it was a pleasant evening... first time to a wedding dinner.. worn a white top matched with a jean and plus a temporary perm... wanted to share my pic, although not nice but i quite like it.. so sad, that i cant upload my pic if not can share with you guys... haha lol
my badminton skills DROPPED!!! haiz.. must better improve asap.. kinda sian for 2day's training... feeling very slack and restless.. CANNOT DO THAT, FARZANAH RAZACK!!!! next training better put your socks up... jiayo
my badminton skills DROPPED!!! haiz.. must better improve asap.. kinda sian for 2day's training... feeling very slack and restless.. CANNOT DO THAT, FARZANAH RAZACK!!!! next training better put your socks up... jiayo
Friday, July 14, 2006
haha.. f|nally updat|ng my b|0g aga|n..
haha.. finally.. its been some days again before i pen down my thoughts... DAMN ME!!! stil haven reformat my computer... once again alot to write.. but already forget some le.. coz nv pen down after the thought den now like so many days le... but there are some things will be as vivd as if it happen yesterday...
let me start with the first topic...
SMS me if only you want to be my friends.. cause i sincerely do wanna still be friends with you... izi only foes or lovers??? PLEASE don't sms me those unpleasant things.. i don't wanna quarrel
with you and please don't make me HATE you..
Followed by..
maybe i just too naive to believe you.. believe in true love.. perhaps you are just not my destiny.. not the one im supposed to spend my life with.. izi because you are still at a flirting age or you are just like that.. Intially i hope to spend the rest of my life with you cause i strongly believe in my instints.. BUT so many times it proved to be wrong and it had to be you of all people.. cracking my "heart of steel" BIT BY BIT.. i may seem to be the perfect independent girl who has a mind of her own but sad to say im not when it comes to friendships and relationships.. now i understand why we are still not an item.. but in relationships, there is nothing called best of both worlds.. it should only be one and only.. but i do understand that due to temptations humans are greedy... haha.. im still waiting to meet the special someone who enter my life who is willing to only give he, himself and his heart to me.. cause i don't wish to have the person but not his heart.. it hurts alot to realised that there is no YOU in the heart of the person who is always by your side, although he consistantly showering you with love and concern.. anyways, there are more than one tree in the forest.. whats the point of giving up the whole forest for the sake of one damn tree!!! be strong and move on... come on!!! you can do it!!! but deep in my heart now im asking myself these questions, can i move on??? can i still go out with you without feeling the butterflies in my stomach... well, thats for me to try and figure it out.. or should i just do the 60 days he-tox activity??? i think its better for me not to hope for anything.. just continue be normal friends and heal on my own... look out for someone better.. im still a girl afterall and i won't lose out to anything..
finally..
im PROUD to say that im have a bunch of good besties who are always there for me no matter what.. always held out their ears and helping hands to me whenever i needed them.. THANKS YOU VERY MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love you guys deep deep long long... but im sorry to say if i have not been there for you when you need me PLEASE LET ME KNOW!!! i promised to try my very best to be there for you...
let me start with the first topic...
SMS me if only you want to be my friends.. cause i sincerely do wanna still be friends with you... izi only foes or lovers??? PLEASE don't sms me those unpleasant things.. i don't wanna quarrel
with you and please don't make me HATE you..
Followed by..
maybe i just too naive to believe you.. believe in true love.. perhaps you are just not my destiny.. not the one im supposed to spend my life with.. izi because you are still at a flirting age or you are just like that.. Intially i hope to spend the rest of my life with you cause i strongly believe in my instints.. BUT so many times it proved to be wrong and it had to be you of all people.. cracking my "heart of steel" BIT BY BIT.. i may seem to be the perfect independent girl who has a mind of her own but sad to say im not when it comes to friendships and relationships.. now i understand why we are still not an item.. but in relationships, there is nothing called best of both worlds.. it should only be one and only.. but i do understand that due to temptations humans are greedy... haha.. im still waiting to meet the special someone who enter my life who is willing to only give he, himself and his heart to me.. cause i don't wish to have the person but not his heart.. it hurts alot to realised that there is no YOU in the heart of the person who is always by your side, although he consistantly showering you with love and concern.. anyways, there are more than one tree in the forest.. whats the point of giving up the whole forest for the sake of one damn tree!!! be strong and move on... come on!!! you can do it!!! but deep in my heart now im asking myself these questions, can i move on??? can i still go out with you without feeling the butterflies in my stomach... well, thats for me to try and figure it out.. or should i just do the 60 days he-tox activity??? i think its better for me not to hope for anything.. just continue be normal friends and heal on my own... look out for someone better.. im still a girl afterall and i won't lose out to anything..
finally..
im PROUD to say that im have a bunch of good besties who are always there for me no matter what.. always held out their ears and helping hands to me whenever i needed them.. THANKS YOU VERY MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love you guys deep deep long long... but im sorry to say if i have not been there for you when you need me PLEASE LET ME KNOW!!! i promised to try my very best to be there for you...
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
haha.. us|ng e c0m |n my frenz p|ace
ermm... its been some days since i blog le.. coz entRepReuR lesson not in the computer lab.. erm.. think miss tan kinda know all of us using computer when she teachiing... haha lol
there's alot which i want to type but due to e restricted time left, i can only type alittle only... my life is still in a mess.. juz that im happy that my besties are there for me.. help to brighten my life.. and help me to go thru the rough patches of my life.. and of course the movitvations and countless of advice.. there are alot of thing i want to do but i dont know how to start.. there are alot of words i help been meanting to say but i dont know how to phrase... caLL me heartless call me thoughtful.. i just hope that everyone willl recover from their heartaches.. but i just wanna make known that expressions on the surface are not neccessary feelings from the heart...
there's alot which i want to type but due to e restricted time left, i can only type alittle only... my life is still in a mess.. juz that im happy that my besties are there for me.. help to brighten my life.. and help me to go thru the rough patches of my life.. and of course the movitvations and countless of advice.. there are alot of thing i want to do but i dont know how to start.. there are alot of words i help been meanting to say but i dont know how to phrase... caLL me heartless call me thoughtful.. i just hope that everyone willl recover from their heartaches.. but i just wanna make known that expressions on the surface are not neccessary feelings from the heart...
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