D0 y0u kn0w tat simple things can bRighten s0me0ne's life??? A simple smile can bRighten s0me0ne's day...

-=fRiday=- 23 june 06
it freak me 0ut!!! but it was a g00d exp0suRe. erm.. the c0nfident level did went up slightly. haha keep it up. erm.. thanks to trisha and lulu if n0t i will have al0t 0f pR0blems. thanks al0t!

-=satuRday=- 24 june 06
erm.. satuRday was quite a sucky day because 0f *******.idiot!!! because of it, didnt g0 w0Rk. waste my day 0f eaRning. NVM!!! haha.. its been a l0ng time since i last went j0gging, and i did it on satuRday @ ab0ut 10plus because i went t0 my daddy sh0p bef0Re that. it was a quick 0ne, didn't know is because of the pain in my st0mach 0R 0uR stamina impR0ve??? haha.. l0l And we went f0R desseRt bef0Re we went h0me. Reach h0me @ exactly 12 midnight..

-=sunday=- 25 june 06
the weekend wasn't that gReat till i g0t t0 spent the day with wayne and michelle... haha went t0 faR east t0 get my neckeman slippeR BUT eveRything was SOOOOO wR0ng!!! the seRvice SUCKS!!! I SWEAR IM NEVER GOING GET ANYMORE SHOES FROM THAT SHOP!!! ended up buying a heels instead. waste my m0ney! b0ught a shiRt. and a beautiful handmade pink butteRfly eaRRing fR0m heeRen. t00 bad i d0nt have the pictuRe with me if n0t i can sh0w y0u guys.. haha erm.. st0mach d0n't Really feel that well.. so reach h0me @ 10pm fR0m daddy sh0p.

s0meth|ng t0 shaRe..

L0ve is n0t t0 f0Rget but t0 f0Rgive, n0t t0 see but t0 undeRstand, n0t t0 heaR but t0 listen, n0t t0 let g0 but t0 H0LD 0N !!!! D0n't EVER LEAVE the 0ne y0u L0VE f0R the 0ne y0u LIKE, because the 0ne y0u like will leave y0u f0r the 0ne they l0ve.

Find a guy, wh0 calls y0u beautiful instead of h0t. wh0 l0ves y0u f0R wh0 y0u aRe. Y0u w0uld want t0 be beautiful because y0u l0ve him and n0t because y0u want t0 be..

Wh0 calls y0u back when y0u hang up 0n him. Y0u need s0me0ne t0 be theRe even th0ugh y0u aRe the 0ne who err.

Wh0 will stay awake just t0 watch you sleep. S0 as t0 pR0tect y0u.. when y0u aRe 0utside..

Wait f0r the guy wh0 kisses y0uR f0Rehead. T0 let y0u kn0w h0w much he cheRish and l0ve y0u..

Wh0 wants t0 sh0w y0u 0ff t0 the w0Rld when y0u aRe in y0uR sweats. Wh0 h0lds y0uR hand in fR0nt 0f his friends. He sh0ws y0u 0ff because y0u aRe his giRl and n0t because y0u aRe beautiful..

Wait f0R the 0ne wh0 is reminding y0u 0f h0w much he caRes ab0ut you and h0w lucky he is t0 have y0u. Wait for the 0ne wh0 tuRns t0 his fRiends and says, "..that's heR." even th0ugh y0u aRe n0t in y0uR finest...

f|rst th0ughts...

haha.. first of all.. i would like to thank minmin for making my blog such a wonderful one... heheh lol.. i love it and i really do.. haha muacks!!! ermm... creating a blog can really be a tough one.. juz by seein so many alphabets which i dont understand gives mi a terrible headache... haha anyways, today so far nothing much happen... only in the morning SUPER heavy rain.. luckily, qi, zhen and i wear flip flops... haha if not the shoe.... haiz... haha went to eat MOS BURGAR coz S&W cancelled.. den suddenly rush back to school like mad coz accounting lesson push forward... thats all now... better get prepared to go to work... ermmm... u are on my mind more often den u tink tat u R not..

because 0f y0u..

i will n0t make the same mistakes that y0u did
i wll n0t let myself
cause my heaRt s0 much misery
i wll n0t bReak the way y0u did,
y0u felt s0 hard
i've earned the way
t0 never let it get that far

Because 0f y0u
i neveR stRay t00 faR fr0m the sidewak
Because 0f y0u
leaRned t0 play 0n the safe side s0
i d0n't get huRt
Because 0f y0u
i find t haRd t0 tRust n0t 0ny me, but
eveRy0ne aR0und me
Because 0f y0u
i am afRaid

i l0se my way
And it's n0t t00 l0ng bef0Re y0u p0int
it 0ut
i cann0t cRy
Because i kn0w that's weakness in
y0uR eyes
i'm f0rced t0 fake
A smile, a laugh eveRyday 0f my llfe
My heaRt can't p0ssbly bReak
When it wasn't even wh0le t0 staRt wth

Because 0f y0u
i neveR stRay t00 faR fR0m the sidewak
Because 0f y0u
i leaRned t0 play 0n the safe side s0
i d0n't get huRt
Because 0f y0u
i find t haRd t0 tRust n0t 0ny me, but
eveRy0ne aR0und me
Because 0f y0u
i am afRaid

i watched y0u die
i heaRd y0u cRy eveRy night in y0ur sleep
i was s0 y0ung
Y0u sh0uld have kn0wn betteR than t0
lean 0n me
Y0u neveR th0ught 0f any0ne else
y0u just saw y0ur pain
And n0w i cRy in the middle 0f the night
For the same damn things!

Because 0f y0u
i neveR stRay t00 faR fR0m the sidewak
Because 0f y0u
i learned t0 play 0n the safe side s0
i d0n't get huRt
Because 0f y0u
i tRied my haRdest just t0 f0rget
eveRything
Because 0f y0u
i d0n't kn0w h0w t0 let any0ne else in
Because 0f y0u
i'm ashamed 0f my lfe
because it's empty
Because 0f y0u
i am afRad

Because 0f y0u
Because 0f y0u

n0th|n |s w0rth ur tears... stay str0ng.. l|fe g0es 0n n0 matter wat happens.. :)