Monday, June 19, 2006

because 0f y0u..

i will n0t make the same mistakes that y0u did
i wll n0t let myself
cause my heaRt s0 much misery
i wll n0t bReak the way y0u did,
y0u felt s0 hard
i've earned the way
t0 never let it get that far

Because 0f y0u
i neveR stRay t00 faR fr0m the sidewak
Because 0f y0u
leaRned t0 play 0n the safe side s0
i d0n't get huRt
Because 0f y0u
i find t haRd t0 tRust n0t 0ny me, but
eveRy0ne aR0und me
Because 0f y0u
i am afRaid

i l0se my way
And it's n0t t00 l0ng bef0Re y0u p0int
it 0ut
i cann0t cRy
Because i kn0w that's weakness in
y0uR eyes
i'm f0rced t0 fake
A smile, a laugh eveRyday 0f my llfe
My heaRt can't p0ssbly bReak
When it wasn't even wh0le t0 staRt wth


Because 0f y0u
i neveR stRay t00 faR fR0m the sidewak
Because 0f y0u
i leaRned t0 play 0n the safe side s0
i d0n't get huRt
Because 0f y0u
i find t haRd t0 tRust n0t 0ny me, but
eveRy0ne aR0und me
Because 0f y0u
i am afRaid

i watched y0u die
i heaRd y0u cRy eveRy night in y0ur sleep
i was s0 y0ung
Y0u sh0uld have kn0wn betteR than t0
lean 0n me
Y0u neveR th0ught 0f any0ne else
y0u just saw y0ur pain
And n0w i cRy in the middle 0f the night
For the same damn things!

Because 0f y0u
i neveR stRay t00 faR fR0m the sidewak
Because 0f y0u
i learned t0 play 0n the safe side s0
i d0n't get huRt
Because 0f y0u
i tRied my haRdest just t0 f0rget
eveRything
Because 0f y0u
i d0n't kn0w h0w t0 let any0ne else in

Because 0f y0u
i'm ashamed 0f my lfe
because it's empty
Because 0f y0u
i am afRad

Because 0f y0u
Because 0f y0u

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